For the time being I should carry on and looking forward for my another turning point of my life which where I'll leave the past behind at my home country and prioritize the importance till the day I come back and settle down with my satisfactory appetite and things I want . Without fail I am definitely waiting for the promises in 5 years time. I doubt but I choose to believe in you giving our self more time to fight for our dreams and goals. =) Like I always told , you can't predict what is going to happen in a sec time and things in life can be change dramatically without you notice it  .For now,I'm still facing dilemma,confusion and I don't know when I'll stop it but all I want is to see in my life is learn to see different point of view , learn from others , learn from experience , learn from the environment around me , learn to be a better self. I will never stop improving myself . I promise that I will be someone who dare to dream and achieve my WTH dreams though I am still not sure about my future planning. I know I've been pushing myself too hard till I've not been sleeping well but I'll not regret.At least one day if I die , till the last minute of my life , I want to contribute everything that I can afford and my very best in everything to anyone who involved in my life, that I precious so much , and dear to me. I pray god to guide me and lead me to a better person that I will and can be bring hope and happiness to people around me by my pair of hands. =)

Thanks god and thanks for the pray to my thumb, after 50 days of dressing and protection.My thumb healed!  Even a specialist told I will not have back my thumb like usual still I am so glad that finally I can showered without covering it with dressing and avoid from the dressing get wet also prevent from getting infection.

Here as I promise, I will post up the look of my thumb before and after! =D 

Whoever is reading the post now, can leave this page before vomit out their lunch or faint * I exaggerate . Lol. 

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Yeah , and there goes 14 days and 50 days process!! 

Thank you for everyone who do dressing , pray for me and lighten my burden due to my time of suffered.  

Though it looks like not much different from normal , I don't want to be so particular by telling : ''no la~ still cacat''. At least , it looks better that nothing and I realize how important my thumb play a role in my life! Lol. 

WTH!! I feel so grateful after all.. =)