30 April 2010

Today is the last day of April.

I have the strong feeling to just write my blog.

Though I've abandon for quite some time.

Basically, I try to stuck myself into work.

Though is tiring ,super tiring but I am really enjoy.

I wish I can done better than what I did.

I want to chase the time though I know it is another way round.

That is why I can't stand myself If I've waste a lot of time in things that is not productive.

Haha!!

Oh yeah. I got my notebook after so long I've been waiting for.

It is Aspire TimelineX!!

Although it is not my fancy white,but I do love love it very much!!

At least I got a notebook of my own! =)

OH YEAH!!

ECLIPSE is out soon!! July!

Can't wait! hehe... love love~

The Park

Walk out the house, slowly toward the park.
Every steps I took reminds me a lot,
Sitting at the park, after so long I didn't want to step in there and look at the play park.
There is so much that can make me smile ,memories.
I stunt.
Tears flow on my cheek.
I'm fine if I'm in pain by myself.
Words that I want to tell , but I know I can't do that anymore.
People tells, time will give some help, but how come I don't feel it?

So this is the end of my sweet sweet mini holiday , time flies , 15 days gone. 

Tomorrow I got to wake up at 0530 as routine to hospital ,but I do hope everything is going well since I've attend 2 week of training and BLS. Good news, I passed the exam and bad news, my thigh are so painfull due to the basic life support training.

2 days ago ,meet up Bernice and hang up with high school friends at Papa Rich. Pretty enjoy the moment spending time with them and I appreciate that they brought me laughter after so long I've not been feeling the happiness. Went to Sepang Gold Coast and enjoy the sea view ,get to capture nice picture and hanging around with them also get to know Karen Ng. At night,we enjoy the delicious seafood and the wave sounds. 

 

Reminds me...

I'm moving on and I hope it is a good start for me,still not too late.

You are not totally forgive a person if you don't learn to forget what the person did wrong.

I'm learning to forgive... 

Its raining,

The rain cries along with me,

I can't see you clearly,nor do I want to.

Leaving you .

I quietly draw away.

Unable to bear the unvelling plot.

My tears fall in my heart,

Learning to surrender.

why a little comfort , you are taking away from me?

If I am the stone on your road, that needed to be clean or throw a side .

I will move myself or leave for your piece of your mind.

It is not easy as just pulling out a plaster.

If you thought this would be the best for me, Thank you here i say.

Vaccination

I got vaccination to prevent H1N1. Today

Now, I feel numbness on my limb.

Can I get another kind of vaccination?

I want to numb my feelings... ='(