Day by day , it is getting worse.
I do not know how to write and even worst that I do not know how to express my feelings and put it into sentences. There everyday I hope to the shift come to the end and everyday I hope for the weekdays come to the end and the weekend don't end so fast. I do not know what I am doing now . I do not know at the end of the day is these all I'm asking for and desire for.
I pray hard every new day I learn something new , I feel excited to go for work and enjoy my new life staying here. But then, sad to say I don't feel so. Worst still I do not even dare to tell my loved ones . How can I and where can I find the guts to say I am not okay. I felt like I am living in the hell where else I can't escape and don't know where to go.Can anyone of you safe me? guts
Its only the beginning , and it is only 1/4 of the year. Way long to go some more...
It is so much easier to tell : '' If it is so unhappy, then just come back.''
