Day 11

If only Im these hot!! ='S

Take care, get well soon.

Day 4

I don't want to be unoccupied and feeling lonely , cause if I do , I start thinking of you .

Day 3

It was heartbreaking when I think of you every single minute and second. I hope you would live a happier live without my present. I do not like the ending of both of us but I have no choice. How can you be so selfish and told me such thoughts? Its not I never stop loving you , its not I never be there for you , why do I deserve such treat ? The moment when I think of closing my eyes and let it go , I was so mad at myself .
The only thing that I do not do good is to love myself. I'm giving in to you too much that lead you to take me for granted. I couldn't blame you , only myself. Sometimes I wonder ,have you thought of me even a second? I never ask you for sympathy , just a little thoughts. Is it too much to ask ?
 I will now concentrate in my degree studies and workload . At least, I do not want to disappoint my parents and friends who love and care for me.