You're so happy and so ugly when

THIS PICTURE

BECOME

Are you feeling better if you can choose 

Not to see

Not to hear

Not to talk

Not to think

I am going to pack up now.

='(

Does it matter to you?

Whether I care or I don't?

Though I miss it so much . I never forget how its feel.

You can put the blame on me , I will take my mistake.

I will make the different .

If I am not a matter to you anymore,

I'll escape just like what you did.

I promise, sooner or later. 

=S

Come and Go

Life cycle is normal in our daily life.
People come and go.
You cry inside your heart , you tears and shout to the air.
You hope you are given choices to choose.
You know , there is no way to escape and you can only choose to accept it.
So, you know life is cruel.
They teach you to be stronger , tougher and more independent.
No matter how much you want to forget about the past, It will still never deleted from your memories.
Because it store in your heart , your mind and the fact is...
You never let go since the day you told.
Learn to let go , learn to be calm and be strong.
The most important you told me before ,
''You should love yourself even more''.
I know you know , and I believe you know how to move on.
Time flies , therefore be calm and patience .
The day will come. =)
Loves.

Every things that happened, has it own reasons behind.

I'm sorry that I've use to abandon you , and now I have you back.

Because you had make me tears.

Oh dear... my BEAR BEAR.

I have no idea what stuck in my mind but I just couldn't sleep well.
Light sleeper I assume.
Getting enough hour to sleep play a very important role in health.
I am a health conscious person but I can't help it.
Since last year started, I barely sleep though I feel super tired.
Even if I can sleep,its like 4 hour plus minus like that.
What is wrong with all this?
Overload thinking.
Putting myself tense up , worried too much , thinking too much .
Exhausted .
I'm fighting , fighting with my mentally and physically .
Hope for a better soul.

I'm blessed

Went swimming with Gwynnie at Permai golf club

With ex classmate and colleagues

Sara and Pui yan ^^ at snow flaks

Princess & Ezzaty at Puchong Thai & Nyoya restaurant

 secondary friends. =) at solaris mont Kiara

Wee ping & Karen at Sepang Gold Coast

*Jin tat & Stephen too

-Ee Hong at Alexis-

Jacob & Caleb

Chocolate!!

Exhausted

This few day going trough many of carrying heavy patient *ooh,my back bone
Changing pampers, answer call bell , follow doctors round, update the changes and more and more...
Can't sleep well is one of my reason , over thinking and maybe caffeine that really work hard.
I'm tired, but I can't sleep well
I need a break and I know where I should go to relax myself and explore new thing and environment before everything is to suffocated  for me to breathe and I'm gasping for air.
Day by day ,I look uglier and pale
Maybe is time for me to go for a hair cut or facial or something,maybe shopping its helps.
I believe I can handle my financial,so yeah.
Go Go Fighting!!

When everything is settle , I'll do some update ya. =)

I believe no one individual is the same as all are unique.
By default, we are unique by the our thumbprints.
No matter how similar two persons can be, they are never identical, even twins.
Listen to what others have to say, and accept others' opinions or suggestions.
Most importantly, accept who others are.
In learning and getting to know the minds of others, we become more intimately acquainted with ourselves, which makes it all worth while.

-Hippopotamus-