Saturday, January 30, 2010
Recently
Finally , I'm officially Staff registered nurse. Yeah,I passed my nursing board exam. Taken my slip and visited my lecturers and clinical instructor also my juniors, Its so happy to see them ,and I'm happy to share my thoughts. Currently doing nursing at Sunway Medical Centre. Everyday is just so busy , but I enjoyed the people , staff and work there. =) Having break for like once in a week .Work like hell but yet enjoy a lot, really a lot. Currently fully occupied my time , spending my day with satisfactory. What else can I ask for? Yeah, I'm happy enough with what I'm doing now,moving forward. =D
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Menopause
The symptom of menopause : hot flushes , emotional disturbances.
There is a women who I really care and tolerating with her attitude for like 22 year and still counting, really lead me to the max this morning. I doesn't want to talk back like that to her , but I'm really pissed off. Shouting in the early morning for the reason of my baby pee at some places. Putting him in the ''jail'' and still shouting at him. Then,suddenly find something which relate to me and yelled like no one at home. Please. It is just a small matter, you don't need to shout at me when I'm reading newspaper,yeah. I tried to chill myself , but still she's continued therefore I tell her,she don't need to shout at me for the matter like this. I told ,continuing like these, I really have no idea how I can stay at the same roof with her. The communication is playing an important roles in the family,but why. Again and again. I don't like to raise my voice but these time, I'm not giving way. I told her, you acting to be this way,I can only tell you , you are having menopause. I know, this is too much drama , but it happened real life like this morning. I should chill now, and put it a side, what ever I want to tell , I told already . That's all. Close book. =)
There is a women who I really care and tolerating with her attitude for like 22 year and still counting, really lead me to the max this morning. I doesn't want to talk back like that to her , but I'm really pissed off. Shouting in the early morning for the reason of my baby pee at some places. Putting him in the ''jail'' and still shouting at him. Then,suddenly find something which relate to me and yelled like no one at home. Please. It is just a small matter, you don't need to shout at me when I'm reading newspaper,yeah. I tried to chill myself , but still she's continued therefore I tell her,she don't need to shout at me for the matter like this. I told ,continuing like these, I really have no idea how I can stay at the same roof with her. The communication is playing an important roles in the family,but why. Again and again. I don't like to raise my voice but these time, I'm not giving way. I told her, you acting to be this way,I can only tell you , you are having menopause. I know, this is too much drama , but it happened real life like this morning. I should chill now, and put it a side, what ever I want to tell , I told already . That's all. Close book. =)
Friday, January 22, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Tragedy
I don't understand, why certain people can actually kill the others just for own satisfactory.
It is sad ,and pathetic , I should say.
People is losing sense of humanity when there is no where they can help them self. No where can escape.
They have to go and save themselves.So,how about the old one? the young one? who left nobody to bother and taking care of.
Sigh.Poor Haiti's...
Violence added to complications in places.
Meanwhile, rescuers continued finding survivors.How many of them still survive?
I feel so restless,If I can afford to give a hand. I want to be there . Really.
The world need to send more people to help up,as soon as possible. To prevent further increase of mortality. Please.
Haiti's , please do not give up on hope. When you were still alive ,you still have hope.
I can't do anything here,only continue updating myself with the news. Wishing and praying for the better tomorrow for them.Please,If YOU could hear me. Do something .
It is sad ,and pathetic , I should say.
People is losing sense of humanity when there is no where they can help them self. No where can escape.
They have to go and save themselves.So,how about the old one? the young one? who left nobody to bother and taking care of.
Sigh.Poor Haiti's...
Violence added to complications in places.
Meanwhile, rescuers continued finding survivors.How many of them still survive?
I feel so restless,If I can afford to give a hand. I want to be there . Really.
The world need to send more people to help up,as soon as possible. To prevent further increase of mortality. Please.
Haiti's , please do not give up on hope. When you were still alive ,you still have hope.
I can't do anything here,only continue updating myself with the news. Wishing and praying for the better tomorrow for them.Please,If YOU could hear me. Do something .
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
This will be the last for me
Its been some time, I'm writing emo sentences on my blog.
Making people's who cares worried.
Its been a while, 2 month plus being this way?
I'm not sure, but I guess I will never want people to worry and guessing about me.
Doesn't like people to misinterpret me.
Don't , it is going to make thing worst. ='(
I'm sorry,truly sorry. I have no idea what to say other than this.
Writing a blog is actually not my intention to publish for people to read.
It is just thought of writing and expressing some feeling on my own blog,just like a diary.
To clarified , what I posted up is only some wording I love and copy from book. haha.
It is a combination of how I actually thought about life and part of my feeling.
Hrm,Its complicated.
I have to tell myself, stop putting my thought in one side
Yeah,appreciate those people who be there and care about me when I'm not OK.
Prioritise myself but also do the best for people who need me.
That's all lah!
As one of my friend told:
''if u choose to be sad it cant be used to be happy,so if u spend one hour of being sad,u lose 60 Min's of happiness,i think u should put your foot down and tell yourself that you can't afford to lose anymore hours of being unhappy''
I like the thought, I should live in this thought. Hehe.
Thank you! =D
Making people's who cares worried.
Its been a while, 2 month plus being this way?
I'm not sure, but I guess I will never want people to worry and guessing about me.
Doesn't like people to misinterpret me.
Don't , it is going to make thing worst. ='(
I'm sorry,truly sorry. I have no idea what to say other than this.
Writing a blog is actually not my intention to publish for people to read.
It is just thought of writing and expressing some feeling on my own blog,just like a diary.
To clarified , what I posted up is only some wording I love and copy from book. haha.
It is a combination of how I actually thought about life and part of my feeling.
Hrm,Its complicated.
I have to tell myself, stop putting my thought in one side
Yeah,appreciate those people who be there and care about me when I'm not OK.
Prioritise myself but also do the best for people who need me.
That's all lah!
As one of my friend told:
''if u choose to be sad it cant be used to be happy,so if u spend one hour of being sad,u lose 60 Min's of happiness,i think u should put your foot down and tell yourself that you can't afford to lose anymore hours of being unhappy''
I like the thought, I should live in this thought. Hehe.
Thank you! =D
Monday, January 11, 2010
I know being this way is not a healthy way to be.
You hope for my smile and I just have to put a smile on my face to show I'm alright.
''You are doing great''.
It seems so easy to tell out that . ''Yeah.'
You will never see how its going through me , deep inside me , you will never understand.
Still,can't sleep well through the night.
And tears because the feeling of loneliness.
Seeing my weight is dropping still. When can this be the end?
*Silent tears
You hope for my smile and I just have to put a smile on my face to show I'm alright.
''You are doing great''.
It seems so easy to tell out that . ''Yeah.'
You will never see how its going through me , deep inside me , you will never understand.
Still,can't sleep well through the night.
And tears because the feeling of loneliness.
Seeing my weight is dropping still. When can this be the end?
*Silent tears
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