This Time

When sentences speak out from your mouth through the phone is full of lies and needles, asking me to come back , ask for a movie to fulfill your wish.
How much patience I can gave you. How much have to suck it up and hold my tears for these.
I am sick and tired for the game you play, you're always stepping on my head and taking my kindness for granted. Its only you , only you who did these to me.
I ain't gonna put myself in your shoes. I've given in too much to you , selfish brad .
I found a hard way, and this time please do not stop me with the words you say .
I'm mad, totally.Because I care, you are someone to me.
Just wait, you'll see.

What goes around ,comes back around.

There was a time

I thought, that you did everything right

No lies, no wrong

I know you want me back

It's time to face the facts

That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life

Thank God I found the good in goodbye

I used to want you so bad

I'm so through it that

Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had

And I will always be the, best thing you never had.

Nerves out

Nerves out, I've not prepare for anything yet.
I am exhausted, my eyes falls but my things not done yet.
I am hungry, but I am so lazy to cook.
Pray hard everything is gonna be alright.
="(

Zouk in S'pore

Jen , Joy and Alice

Their smile are so pretty!! =)

Sometimes I'm vain. 

Thanks to joy breaking my virginity to Zouk. First time went to club , change my perception. Surprisingly I dance, because no body gonna care how you dance like. As long you shake your body and all limbs. haha!! But I do not like the hangover next morning.. ='( I do and I do enjoy how relax I can be!! hehe.

Break Down

Can't hold any longer, its breaking heart. Why am I doing all these days?

Does this make me happy? Worthy after all?

I am so pissed off with one of the wannabe. Typically egoism, rigid brain with full of insincerity feedback.

You are only doing for the sake of doing it. 

Looking myself into the mirror, am so terrific to be changed, change to be someone that not who I am.

Its like gasping of air, looking for lights from dark,letting go the birds.

I want to put on naked face, touching people's heart ,putting on smile into their faces.

Do everything that I can other than being a selfish human being.

After all , I know the choice is in my hand, I will hold on till my dream comes true.

First of all ,she dare to step into a foreign country without a dollar. Carrying herself with two little bag and start her adventures. Now, she's rape by chick flick cherry feeling uneasy,staring at her both hand nails painted by me. I am frustrated , worried yet I felt so grateful to have her words to visit me here. Gwynne my good friends. We've known for 10 years and still counting, though the circle its not complete yet I am sure Alvin and the gambler would like to be here too. There is many more chances to come. For Alvina, all the best in your studies and please do take care of your health. Another one, congratulation for new life and career, I am sure you'll make good income and full fill your desire to reach your goal.

We started our journey together on Saturday which I am only available on weekends, heading to harbour front . I look exhausted due to tight schedule in training and there so I have no choice to cover my flaws under the shade. Pardon me . Somehow , I still want to grab this opportunity to praise you for being so sweet looking and pretty. Please increase your self esteem as I am really proud to tell people you look good!! =D To me , its only a person look beautiful with beautiful inner in them. Trust me, I meant you!

I just can't resist to take a sit and have a cup of vanilla espresso with a piece of raspberry cheese cake! Coffee is now my daily drink that keep me awake! I just wish I could have more time to rest . Tsk, tsk.

Little merlion with little Gwynne, you look so young in these picture! =D

Its a sunny day, but you've no idea I am actually impressed with your patience and relax mood walking slow all the time. haha!! Forgive me again for all the nagging .Poor you and now I felt bad.

Beautiful scene with the lighting and all. The most funniest thing was, we both eat dumbling facing such a beautiful romantic aura. We just tak match la har... hahhaha!!! Best memories~ Keep in you so we can both laugh about it again when we grow older.

Lastly we are manage to catch up with long high school mate and invite her to my place for brunch. Its nice catching up! Shufen is currently doing well here. I hope we have more chance to catch up again. =)

Gwynne, I've not been having such exhausting weekends, thank you for making effort to be here, I am really appreciate with your promises and lastly I appreciate our friendship! You are always there whenever I need a pair of ears to listen . Love you!! =D