Last Note

I can never run away the feeling of being in pain,at this moment,yes still.

I will take my own sweet time,its just the matter of time.

I would want to be selfish just like you do,be cruel and mean just like you too.

Its easier to be bad ,than a person who is weak and sad.

But,I will never want to be like you,because this is no more like me.

I doesn't need to be cruel and mad just like you do.

Stop asking me not to cry,because this is my feeling,How its feel,is all me.

I know,its not easy to just let go because that is real what happened before,the feeling is real.

The scar is there,and I'm trying my really best to lighten it.

I cannot lie to myself,take it as in not happened before.

Yes,for the time being,you may not feel the same or even you don't even care.

This is so you. One day it will come,but I don't hope for it you will put yourself into my shoes.

Yes,Its all past,What can I do now is just to move on.

Thank you for the past,and I really sincerely mean it.

When the day you realise , maybe that time I'll be smiling to you again.

Take care .