22.Nov.09

Woke up bout 730am today,had a night mares that scare my off.

Try to recall the dream,but can't figure out what makes me sweat.

Can't remember anymore.

Do my house work... clean up ''chocolate''cage , bath him,sweep floor,mop floor,clean up my messy room...

Went out having lunch with stephen and gwynne,had at Appollo at Usj 4.. =)

Although its simple,but its multi choice that i can pick,the most important is,its really nice to talk to them.. share story and listen advise from stephen.

He told : ''Just remember ,life is cruel,life is unfair and life is rational. ''

Is this making me feel better? the answer is maybe... haha!!

Then 2nd round with kwok like and wen nie at papa rich,although I don't feel like going the place,but I'm fine with that... =/ Later sue yee and shao min join us.. hehe.. So happiee!!! quite some time never see them already.. Miss them a lot.. Miss drinking la...I wish i could be drunk! can't wait for sara's birthday too~ =D

Then came home bout 7pm.Went to dinner with parents at Pizza Hut near my house...

Hrm..tasted the Crunchy Cheesy Bites, result ...so so only la... *though what so nice. haha!!

Then come home and online lo!! Since i abandon my blog so long..hehe

Sorry if I got a lot of grammar mistake,cause I'm really not good in English.. hehe...

Be back again! =D

Wake up

Even you cry, you scream and you goes crazy.
Things won't change just for your tears.
No one will pity you.*Although u never ask for mercy
At least,you tell yourself,you did the best.
At least,you tried very hard.
Success or not,at least you know...
you have No regret,Never ever.
Every foot step you take,you are responsible to your self.
You choose your own way,you make the decision,you accept it.
So,don't look back if there is mistake or wrong,cause you will never can change what ever things already happened. We call it , ''PAST TENSE'' .
Wake up! Look around you,There is still so many thing are waiting you to complete it.
Give yourself a goal and task every time you finish .
Get yourself busy if you start to look back and sad.
Tell yourself,it is not worth it to continue like this.
Now,you are somebody just re-born . =D

Confession

Can i know what is the best way of dying?
Your life is control by your own,isn't?
I'm living like a Zombie and like a walking flesh without my heart and soul.
What life mean to me? Why I'm still here?
What is there a meaning to survive if I don't find a reason to survive?
I ask one of my friend,''will you come to my funeral if I'm not around?''
He answer : ''see whether I have time on that day.''*That was a unexpected answer.
Some how,I do laugh abit.For the so long crying deep inside my heart...
I'm not an attention seeker,I'm thinking of these doesn't mean I want people to care or how much people who care about me.Because I don't bother,and I don't care.
I'm tired to think.
Now I understand, How fragile human is.
And,I'm one of them.

Special for you : Liar!!

Take A Bow lyrics

Oh, how about a round of applause?
Yeah, standing ovation? Ooh, oh yeah
Yeah y-yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You?re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talking? 'bout, ?Girl, I love you," "You?re the one"
This just looks like a rerun
Please, what else is on?

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Oh, and the reward for best liar(Goes to you)
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause?
A standing ovation?

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
Now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

Outing and outing...

when out Wednesday with alvina and pui yan to sunway pyramid..

Wish gwynne,sara and yap was here with us unfortunate they can't make it.. =
When for dinner at Sushi Zanmai...
Food i give 7/10 , environment 8/10 , cleanliness 9/10 ...hehe..

1st time trying sushi zanmai...Not bad.. =D

There is a beautiful and ghost behind her!! omg..with her sleeping face some more...
Then we go for movie~ Jennifer's Body !!!

She's hot,hot,hot!!! omg~ i admire her look,her body,the way she talk...hehe..

Also love ''Needy'' by Amanda seyfried~ her loyalty to her cute bf...

But at the end,her bf die adi...

You will watch it by your own if you interested on this. Don't go for movie! go for dvd. =D

~Megan Fox & Amanda Seyfried~

Hrm..that's all la i wanna crap her.. hehe...

More to update when I'm energetic! =D

Tiring cause today was my 2nd day... ='(

The EnnnnnnnnnnnD~

The Cert!!

Finally I pass my 3 year final!!
Sooner or later, I'll be a staff nurse who working dealing with life and death at hospital.
I'm a little bit nervous also I'm excited to be one of the team~
I'm accepted by one of the private hospital *3 ppl chosen for interview,and 3 of us get it.
Should I be happy? Well,actually that hospital is not my first choice.Ya,my dream for all my 3 year is to work at overseas,like example,Australia? Singapore? Uk?
I'm trying hard,hope that i would have the chances to go Singapore one day , to earn their dollar,to gain my experience better and more... =D
Still,I haven't decide where should i go 1st, stay here? or fly to Singapore?
I will make the decision by Dec...
Now,I'm just waiting for the nursing board exam and then my cert!! Hopefully,everything goes well... hehe!!

Excitment

I became excited,
my hand come out with cold sweat,
my heart was palpitation,
If the clock can turn faster,and change,i would like to do that,
for the so long time,I never feel the nervous like last time i felt.
I'm so nervous...