This Time

When sentences speak out from your mouth through the phone is full of lies and needles, asking me to come back , ask for a movie to fulfill your wish.
How much patience I can gave you. How much have to suck it up and hold my tears for these.
I am sick and tired for the game you play, you're always stepping on my head and taking my kindness for granted. Its only you , only you who did these to me.
I ain't gonna put myself in your shoes. I've given in too much to you , selfish brad .
I found a hard way, and this time please do not stop me with the words you say .
I'm mad, totally.Because I care, you are someone to me.
Just wait, you'll see.

What goes around ,comes back around.

There was a time

I thought, that you did everything right

No lies, no wrong

I know you want me back

It's time to face the facts

That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life

Thank God I found the good in goodbye

I used to want you so bad

I'm so through it that

Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had

And I will always be the, best thing you never had.

Rewind

I didn't want to admit, it was easier to lie , cover my face with a mask and hide the hurts and the emptiness ,pretend to smile instead of cry.

I never wanted a numb heart cause even if it feels so much pain ,I'm still hoping that one day I can feel a little bit of love from you.

I don't have to be happy in order to hurt someone else in order to build a wall for my own to defence and attack people I love , life just once and I live it on my way which I feels it is right to do so.

I cry for the memories you've left behind,
I swear to you on everything I am,
and I dedicate to you all that I have,
and I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I stand up right there.

If you are wounded , I am just right here to apply dressing for you ,
It takes time , but I believe it will form scar one day
and scars remind yourself things you've gone through
and you'll learn from the past.

I make myself busier than ever , trying to help around and hoping the time flies without realize.
I don't want to be alone , cause it will be the time I think of you.
I blame myself for not good enough , to be a perfect one.

I'm terrify.